It’s all in my head,
These problems I have created,
I need to let myself be happy,

Looking at him I can only smile,
There’s no need to lie anymore,
To be with him as the sunsets,
To be with him through the night,
It is all I’m truly wishing for.
I’m not thinking of anyone else as I kiss him,
I’m not hearing anyone else while I talk to him,
I only see another in his eyes,
He makes me the happiest I’ve been,
He makes me feel beautiful for the first time,
Like I’ve never felt before.

Yet It is not him,
That keeps me up at night,
I need to let myself be happy,

When it is just me alone,
I am thinking of another,
One I’ve loved for far too long,
One I’ve let to be far too long,
Maybe it will have to wait a little longer,
I’m living out of these memories and dreams,
I’m living out a future I don’t know exists,
It’s all in my head that’s all it is,
But if I keep the dreams alive inside,
But if I still believe you love me,
I may survive through this,

If you’ll wait I’ll come running soon,
But right now I need to be with him,
I need to let myself be happy,

There isn’t a weight on my heart,
No, not any more,
Because now I’ll let myself love him,
Because now I won’t hurt myself inside,
I can be with him freely,
Every second with him I’m a better girl,
Every second with him I’m laughing,
And in my heart I’m with him only now,
I’m dreaming of days with him to come,
I’m dreaming of happy times to come,
He and I are together in my thoughts,

I no longer lay confused by the two of you,
I can separate you within my mind,
I need to let myself be happy.

You have always been right,
That the day will come when we are together,
How far away it is I do not know,
How long we’ll wait I do not know
But the day is coming,
And if it’s alright I’ll still be loving you,
And if it’s alright I’ll still be standing by him,
Till our time comes,
Yet until then take my hand,
Yet until then be my best friend,
Because now you’re waiting in my heart,

It’s the three of us together,
What we hold inside is for the best,
So as we can all be happy.